I think it's funny that I rarely post on my journal. It's just begging me to write in it every time I look at it, but still, it's been almost a year since I have last posted. A lot has happened and I need to get everything off my chest.

I broke up with my fiance at the end of October a few weeks before we were to be married. I was stupid at the time, but I was sick of the way I was being treated. Not long after my relationship with him ended, I found an "angel". He ended up being a total jerk. I got knocked up by him, and a few days before New Years, he broke up with me, the next day dating someone else. A few weeks later, I miscarried. After that, I swore off guys. I told myself they were nothing but heartache. I started hanging out with an old fling, and we hit it off and started going out. It only lasted two months before I broke up with him again. I felt we were going nowhere and he had no motivation to succeed in life, though I cared about him dearly.

Throughout my last year of high school, and through everything, I confided in one person. Josh. He was always there for me when I needed him and it didn't help that I still had a schoolgirl crush on him still. Little did I know, he had a crush on me as well. He moved back from Washington where he went to school and stayed in Klamath for me. ME! Who would do that for someone? I knew he was someone special, and now we've been going out for like 6 months and we are engaged. I hope this engagement will go better than the next one!

Also, I never got my passport because I can't find my birth certificate. :/ which is depressing. Well, enough of my babbling. I must go now. Hopefully it won't be almost a year before I post another one of these.